when get down don't get down

really i hate when things get down,  one thing i kinda feels is why everythin happened this way?
i'm trying not to complain, but it turns lot more worse than ever~
and i just get dragged more to the endless hole full with desperate~
things that just turns out more crazy, i search more escape and escape from many things i do~

and it just doesn't work~:(
and i cried lot more than ever seeing all my hard work crash with my dream~