Transformation

It's so long since I decided to wrote and fill this blog again :D
haha yes! call me lazy and so on~ I just let some inspiration slipped away from my mind.

Anyway months passed by and I've changed slowly,
too bad I can't post it . I wish you guys can follow how much I've been growing up.
you guys gonna be so proud of me ^_^v

I got shocking news yesterday since I getting my eyes checked and the one that checked my eyes said that
my astigmatism gone which is a yay *cheering* and my minus were added till 1.50 which is ... *lower kitty ears*. haha it's pretty awfull from 0.25 on my right eyes to 1.50 both eyes , well I won't lie but I love wearing glasses :D

Next is I got a pair of Chuck Taylor converse and it's color are illusion blue and gray, nyehehe~ I'm so happy and also I got a hair cut. This hair cut makes me remember the time I entered my first year of senior high school. The time I came as a single fighter without no dreams or goal :)

haha I'll post some pic then so you can see me :D

hehe, sorry... :D I should trust my bf, he's right I can't wink :D

haha once, twice, three times failed :D even winking need a lot of effort haha

I'm using Webcam Toy from google apps and it's cool :)

lawls~ glasses on head sooo not cool :D I wiped my glasses after it :D

anyway that's for today! haha see you tmr :DD

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it's never too late

Have you seen someone who really needs a help but no one there except you?

Have you seen someone who lost and need a direction but don't know whom to ask?

Have you felt those kind of situation? lost, confused and need help but you can't find anyone to help you..

           Try to imagine that was you , who lost and need help :) you expect people to help you no matter what happened right? but the truth is no one cares and make you feels so depressed right?

           But what if that happened to the other people? will you be care enough to help them?

will you be wise enough to stop them from feeling depressed?

helping is never too late, if u had a will there's always a way to walk,

a path to walk, a street to run. try to be a good person,

by helping people, the kindness chain will be created, and that chain will getting stronger and stronger...

and you know what? it also turn back again to us :)

remember about these word?
"what comes around will turn around"

good deed will always back to whom did it, 

it's like a chain , a gear, it always came back :)

so don't waste any time to do something useless while you can be a hero

for people out here by just helping them, 

help people who not only cried out loud 

but also who cried silently :)

because, who knows that you might just saved their soul and lives :)

I'm grateful of everything that happened to me

                           When bad things happened to me I always think that bad things is always happened to me and I continuously thinking that my self is the victim of all these things. 

              

Which is I realizeed that is wrong thing to do. 

I can mad I can disappointed as much as I want, I can cried but I can't run. I can hurt my self but I can't avoid it.

                but those feelings are temporary. it won't last long. 

             bad things won't make your day become bad day right? there's going to be someone who save your day by making u smile and laugh. 

what I want to say in here is, accept the reality, you can't run or even hide from it. You just can change it from yourself, not other things outside you.

and someday you'll see how grateful you are that that things happened to you. those bad things build you and make u a better person, it's make u stronger and learn it not to make the same mistake as you did before.

honestly this things always happened to me. and thanks to God he makes me more successful than before.

It makes me learn that behind bad lucks it's always have good lucks behind of it :)

enjoy your day keep smiling and keep grateful okay :3

                  

when get down don't get down

really i hate when things get down,  one thing i kinda feels is why everythin happened this way?
i'm trying not to complain, but it turns lot more worse than ever~
and i just get dragged more to the endless hole full with desperate~
things that just turns out more crazy, i search more escape and escape from many things i do~

and it just doesn't work~:(
and i cried lot more than ever seeing all my hard work crash with my dream~

no sara but it's reality...

ehem, i really wrote this thing not for rasisct (sorry misspell) or SARA
but i just want to compare between this country and australia

seriously i like to watch masterchef australia ,
and now in indonesia we got masterchef indonesia
am i rite?

you know, i'm a little bit happy about our country and totally disappointed with our nation
why?
australia, they are fights for they dream, they NEVER, EVER crush other people dream
they know it is a compitition but they still help each other to developing their talents and
share how to be a great cook, they don't want the weakest one, they want the strongest one
to determind the bar of acivement for them...

but the opposite one is from indonesia, they easilly crush others dream..
throwing the good quality and five star talented into garbage, i mean what was that?
they cut the best from all one by one. they pick easy opponent to lower the bar of achievement
well, seriously? and lots , lots of drama happened, seriously !

but one contestant , her name is vero (not promoted or judge)
she's very willing, then opportunity came to her she used it as best she can give,
so she could back in the track and more enthusiasm (sorry misspell) to be the best
and better than before ...

(isn't it good?)
well, every single thing that we do in our life actually a competition like that...
there's always a goal which lots of people want to achieve that , but we must choose how
we react to others, will we help? will we just bring they down or if i down, i'll make you down either...

the choice is inside you would you challenge ur self and ur friends to be more
focus to achieving more and more or you just giving an effort not a good one, just standard
to achieve your goal, and concentrate (sorry misspell) to make others down

your path, your choice