sunday post!!

Today is sunday and i love it soo much...

I participate in the church today as it's a world communion as I'm the altar girl and I'm holding the bread.
Instead of saying "The body of Jesus Christ broken for you" I said it in bahasa so "Inilah Tubuh Yesus Kristus yang dipersembahkan untumu" which is a bit crazy I suppose. Since it's ummm~ a methodist church.
so anyway today also my mom's birthday, I dk what to gave her but I'm preparing a song for her.
I'm planning to play it infront of her but my pinkie finger's muscle just have a cramps and I hate it
and i'm trying to finish the chord anyway

and we eat in the Olive garden, as we went to shoes and bags shop :3 *yay* and I try some boots! which is i never thought to wear it but it's awesome :3 knee length is sooo cute! I have to have one :3
anyway I have Venetian Chicken Apricot today and it's awesome, the apricot sauce, Asparagus, broccoli, tomatoes and also the grilled chicken is awesome!!! OMG OMG and the leftover red velvet cheesecake is so suitable with it :3
anyway yesterday we went to Rhode Island to shop at Providence Place which is like Indonesia's PP :D and I love it, geee I buy thea's chrismast present there and I got 6 cool clothes for fall and winter~ :3
it's pretty and I'm dying to buy summer dresses but I can't ;(
anyway that day I start to fall in love in boots :D

haha nevermind I got some cool stuffs and i eat crispy artichoke heart, something like springrolls :3 *OMG I HAVE TO COOK SPRINGROLLS FOR THEM!!!*
and also something like pizza :3

so far I love Massachusetts and I don't wanna leave yet, it's just
will it be the same if I decided to visit them?
I want visit them, with him maybe :) and I'll introduce him to them :)

no sara but it's reality...

ehem, i really wrote this thing not for rasisct (sorry misspell) or SARA
but i just want to compare between this country and australia

seriously i like to watch masterchef australia ,
and now in indonesia we got masterchef indonesia
am i rite?

you know, i'm a little bit happy about our country and totally disappointed with our nation
why?
australia, they are fights for they dream, they NEVER, EVER crush other people dream
they know it is a compitition but they still help each other to developing their talents and
share how to be a great cook, they don't want the weakest one, they want the strongest one
to determind the bar of acivement for them...

but the opposite one is from indonesia, they easilly crush others dream..
throwing the good quality and five star talented into garbage, i mean what was that?
they cut the best from all one by one. they pick easy opponent to lower the bar of achievement
well, seriously? and lots , lots of drama happened, seriously !

but one contestant , her name is vero (not promoted or judge)
she's very willing, then opportunity came to her she used it as best she can give,
so she could back in the track and more enthusiasm (sorry misspell) to be the best
and better than before ...

(isn't it good?)
well, every single thing that we do in our life actually a competition like that...
there's always a goal which lots of people want to achieve that , but we must choose how
we react to others, will we help? will we just bring they down or if i down, i'll make you down either...

the choice is inside you would you challenge ur self and ur friends to be more
focus to achieving more and more or you just giving an effort not a good one, just standard
to achieve your goal, and concentrate (sorry misspell) to make others down

your path, your choice

mature or not mature it's in you...

      " being old is never a choice

                              but being mature is a choice "

mature , a level , a situation when we could react as our age...

                   the opposite ? childish of course ...

childish : a pattern of thinking " I'm still a kid, i could do what ever i want ! "
                            which is unappropriate for their age .

being mature is never too late. being mature = being more wiser

  * sorry if my degree of comparison is bad ^^a *

                                            being wise is not only by giving wishdom to every one,

          writing wise story or just nagging to ur friends when they got something wrong.

        but being wise is how you apply ur own wisdom to your life and act appropriately

        as your age. Don't  forget to keep feeling grateful for everything we had.

why people want to be mature ?

 ~ they realize their time is priceless. and what they do is useless. in the end,

                                 they want to fix all their mistakes and being mature.

or

~ they had enough fun in their child and they want to move to be a diffrent person...

that's all about maturity ;)
                                                         God bless you guys :)

which way? which path?

fork road? that thing is always happened in ur life...

but which path, which choice that we choose is different from others
it doesn't matter which path you choose because you choose it for your self...
not for the others,

if you pick the bad path, the one who taste it is you...
if the good one, the one who gladly pass is you either..

same like our choice in our life..

they both tempting if i could i would pick both of them..
but we can't pick two ways at once..

you can't guess what will you get when you choose that path, no body knows..
 each path contains great lesson of life...
    seems like easy...

it just like taking a good apple among the very best apples..

pick it smart, search for the weakness and its strongest..
          you'll found the very best one

God bless you :]

there's always a time for everything...

: listen to this.

I was adopting this from my life

    someone I love and I really care about told me like this
     " ..it is not the perfect time ...
                   when the perfect time is come you'll find the perfect one."

    and this
    " when the perfect one come
          don't let him / her go ... try your best to get him / her "

 the last...
   " don't try to hold someone you get too tight...
          but treat him / her like a gift "

* really, if you are being me, you'll felt this emptiness fills in to your heart
    so missed him now *

in my word, those sentence are very powerful . this guy want to open my eyes
(which I realized it now)
that there always a time . a time for everything , your mate, your dream , your happiness and love.


    but believe me, the most important is your effort to wait and your effort to keep it.
in this thing i admit, this word is precious, and I know sometimes I am very impatience..

but, be patient and treat it like a gift. It is a beautiful gift for each of us,
    take it with care in our life..

NB:

    thanks for you who impress me in every way,
              you open my eyes to something that I always afraid of...
   and now I believing it now :]
            always be yours ^^

being extrovert is never wrong

rite now i'm in bandung :)
seriously, i'm not having a holiday, i 'm here for bringing my school's name for OSN

but one thing i learn today, i like seeing new people.
like this chapter, now i'm being extrovert.. i 'm trying to meeting new people...
i'm opening my heart and my self to be who i am...

it never wrong to be open up...
but listen, it never wrong.. being your self is just who you are...

doesn't matter if they just accept it or not... it just you
^^

God bless ^^

let us dream beyond infinity

Dreaming is never considered a mistake...

but people said day dreaming is wasting your time...
for me it never a mistake..

inspiration and creativity comes from your day dreaming..
one thing that i learn a dream could be come true if we just follow it with heart, passion and hard work..

each of it have a part of success
from my point of view their part are ::

:: Heart

do what you like make you feels happy right?
your day feels so lighter.. and doesn't it make you sweeten your life...
you felt that you had a spirit to living your life...


:: Passion

passion is kind of spirit, kind of energetic feelings that you
felt before, after, and during doing things that you love..

it keeps you still want you to search in your life.


:: Hard Work

seeing everything could be happened  it just so cheerful..
but if you just talk and not do the talk it just useless then you are wasting your time..
but if you do believe and do that dream,  it will make us produce something that could be remembered


God Bless ^^

before you love just let it go first

you know what broken hearted feels?
so painful right?

but after that you will felt there's a feeling that you want to let it go
your happiness want your sorrow gone but your sorrow want to stay...

i warn you before you start your new love story..
clean your mind first..

painful is it? but stay straight, i'll gave you some tips

STOP STARING AT HER / HIS PHOTO

by looking at his or her photo, you make your self remember her / his. just stop staring..
even how hard it is, how difficult it is... just accept it

TIME IS YOUR FRIEND

time is your friend, time will help you forget him / her by and by... and when you realize
you will felt so empty but just hold on

NEVER EVER CHANGE YOUR MIND

if you broken up with him, and you think this is the best way to deal it..
so just do it, never regretted what you did...
it will shows that you are strong and yo deserve better


i think that's enough for now..
see you later ^^

first love story

love is so beautiful rite?

so beautiful even it can make you cry, and laugh in the same time
it can make you awake when you sleep,
it touches your heart
sometimes true love really moved you so much
to do something outside beyond

love begins from affective
when you feel so comfy with them you won't let it just go and slipped from you hands
but when you hold it too tights, it will go from you
like when you holding sands tightly it will slip off through spaces between your fingers...

when you had love in your hands.
please, appreciate it, you're lucky to have it in yours...
when you can't keep a faith in him/ her remember the last time he/ she said love to you
make a beautiful memory with him / her...
even they just come over to your heart, they'll make a beatiful craft on your heart
it will be there, forever,

but you'll know the last love of your life
will be the best you ever had :))