sunday post!!

Today is sunday and i love it soo much...

I participate in the church today as it's a world communion as I'm the altar girl and I'm holding the bread.
Instead of saying "The body of Jesus Christ broken for you" I said it in bahasa so "Inilah Tubuh Yesus Kristus yang dipersembahkan untumu" which is a bit crazy I suppose. Since it's ummm~ a methodist church.
so anyway today also my mom's birthday, I dk what to gave her but I'm preparing a song for her.
I'm planning to play it infront of her but my pinkie finger's muscle just have a cramps and I hate it
and i'm trying to finish the chord anyway

and we eat in the Olive garden, as we went to shoes and bags shop :3 *yay* and I try some boots! which is i never thought to wear it but it's awesome :3 knee length is sooo cute! I have to have one :3
anyway I have Venetian Chicken Apricot today and it's awesome, the apricot sauce, Asparagus, broccoli, tomatoes and also the grilled chicken is awesome!!! OMG OMG and the leftover red velvet cheesecake is so suitable with it :3
anyway yesterday we went to Rhode Island to shop at Providence Place which is like Indonesia's PP :D and I love it, geee I buy thea's chrismast present there and I got 6 cool clothes for fall and winter~ :3
it's pretty and I'm dying to buy summer dresses but I can't ;(
anyway that day I start to fall in love in boots :D

haha nevermind I got some cool stuffs and i eat crispy artichoke heart, something like springrolls :3 *OMG I HAVE TO COOK SPRINGROLLS FOR THEM!!!*
and also something like pizza :3

so far I love Massachusetts and I don't wanna leave yet, it's just
will it be the same if I decided to visit them?
I want visit them, with him maybe :) and I'll introduce him to them :)

I'm grateful of everything that happened to me

                           When bad things happened to me I always think that bad things is always happened to me and I continuously thinking that my self is the victim of all these things. 

              

Which is I realizeed that is wrong thing to do. 

I can mad I can disappointed as much as I want, I can cried but I can't run. I can hurt my self but I can't avoid it.

                but those feelings are temporary. it won't last long. 

             bad things won't make your day become bad day right? there's going to be someone who save your day by making u smile and laugh. 

what I want to say in here is, accept the reality, you can't run or even hide from it. You just can change it from yourself, not other things outside you.

and someday you'll see how grateful you are that that things happened to you. those bad things build you and make u a better person, it's make u stronger and learn it not to make the same mistake as you did before.

honestly this things always happened to me. and thanks to God he makes me more successful than before.

It makes me learn that behind bad lucks it's always have good lucks behind of it :)

enjoy your day keep smiling and keep grateful okay :3

                  

no sara but it's reality...

ehem, i really wrote this thing not for rasisct (sorry misspell) or SARA
but i just want to compare between this country and australia

seriously i like to watch masterchef australia ,
and now in indonesia we got masterchef indonesia
am i rite?

you know, i'm a little bit happy about our country and totally disappointed with our nation
why?
australia, they are fights for they dream, they NEVER, EVER crush other people dream
they know it is a compitition but they still help each other to developing their talents and
share how to be a great cook, they don't want the weakest one, they want the strongest one
to determind the bar of acivement for them...

but the opposite one is from indonesia, they easilly crush others dream..
throwing the good quality and five star talented into garbage, i mean what was that?
they cut the best from all one by one. they pick easy opponent to lower the bar of achievement
well, seriously? and lots , lots of drama happened, seriously !

but one contestant , her name is vero (not promoted or judge)
she's very willing, then opportunity came to her she used it as best she can give,
so she could back in the track and more enthusiasm (sorry misspell) to be the best
and better than before ...

(isn't it good?)
well, every single thing that we do in our life actually a competition like that...
there's always a goal which lots of people want to achieve that , but we must choose how
we react to others, will we help? will we just bring they down or if i down, i'll make you down either...

the choice is inside you would you challenge ur self and ur friends to be more
focus to achieving more and more or you just giving an effort not a good one, just standard
to achieve your goal, and concentrate (sorry misspell) to make others down

your path, your choice

being mature understand more in love

i know this is could not in my rules, 1 day = 2 stories
   but who cares :)


mature in love ,, diffrent things from mature...
         okay , I learn this from my friend's sister...

have you ever felt that sometimes you get spoilt by your bf?
      i know it feels that you got his spot light

but do you ever think, ever care about his life?
         i mean he must be have another thing that he should do, his life isn't just about you

            now listen to me, doesn't it feels better if you could make  him happier?
more comfy with you? listen what do you want more?
the main point of relationship is how you be the one for him...

how you make him more comfy with you than oter people does..

start with giving attention, starts talking what he loves,
               not to spoil to him.. really take care him well..
make him special, i believe, i do believe...

he'll change, he loves you more...
              keep being you and keep him happy..
if you got a problem , solve it slowly... think which choice is better for both of you...

:) jesus bless you

mature or not mature it's in you...

      " being old is never a choice

                              but being mature is a choice "

mature , a level , a situation when we could react as our age...

                   the opposite ? childish of course ...

childish : a pattern of thinking " I'm still a kid, i could do what ever i want ! "
                            which is unappropriate for their age .

being mature is never too late. being mature = being more wiser

  * sorry if my degree of comparison is bad ^^a *

                                            being wise is not only by giving wishdom to every one,

          writing wise story or just nagging to ur friends when they got something wrong.

        but being wise is how you apply ur own wisdom to your life and act appropriately

        as your age. Don't  forget to keep feeling grateful for everything we had.

why people want to be mature ?

 ~ they realize their time is priceless. and what they do is useless. in the end,

                                 they want to fix all their mistakes and being mature.

or

~ they had enough fun in their child and they want to move to be a diffrent person...

that's all about maturity ;)
                                                         God bless you guys :)

which way? which path?

fork road? that thing is always happened in ur life...

but which path, which choice that we choose is different from others
it doesn't matter which path you choose because you choose it for your self...
not for the others,

if you pick the bad path, the one who taste it is you...
if the good one, the one who gladly pass is you either..

same like our choice in our life..

they both tempting if i could i would pick both of them..
but we can't pick two ways at once..

you can't guess what will you get when you choose that path, no body knows..
 each path contains great lesson of life...
    seems like easy...

it just like taking a good apple among the very best apples..

pick it smart, search for the weakness and its strongest..
          you'll found the very best one

God bless you :]

from crap to hero and maybe zero

lot of people are just a big crap...
i got a friend like that...


every time i heard he says a crap ...
really wanna wake him up
and says,
  " you think that ease?
   try to do something under pressure like i do "

but seriously guys...

those crap maker actually want to get attention by their close friend
they just want to be considered as a " hero " not " zero "
 isn't that all we want too? consider as a  hero...
     but sometimes our environment isn't as soft as we think...

life is harsh, we should fight for our self, sometimes people mock you,
your friends stab you from ur back
keep look straight...

keep smiling, and keep doing good thing.. you  might be not a hero for them
but you are a hero for yourself...
you are a surviver in this harsh world :)

GBu :]

there's always a time for everything...

: listen to this.

I was adopting this from my life

    someone I love and I really care about told me like this
     " ..it is not the perfect time ...
                   when the perfect time is come you'll find the perfect one."

    and this
    " when the perfect one come
          don't let him / her go ... try your best to get him / her "

 the last...
   " don't try to hold someone you get too tight...
          but treat him / her like a gift "

* really, if you are being me, you'll felt this emptiness fills in to your heart
    so missed him now *

in my word, those sentence are very powerful . this guy want to open my eyes
(which I realized it now)
that there always a time . a time for everything , your mate, your dream , your happiness and love.


    but believe me, the most important is your effort to wait and your effort to keep it.
in this thing i admit, this word is precious, and I know sometimes I am very impatience..

but, be patient and treat it like a gift. It is a beautiful gift for each of us,
    take it with care in our life..

NB:

    thanks for you who impress me in every way,
              you open my eyes to something that I always afraid of...
   and now I believing it now :]
            always be yours ^^