Homesick

Today is friday! *d'uh*

After the 2nd tiring day of school well it's exciting
except Mr. Hoek my chemistry teacher gave us a video quiz or something like that and I couldn't catch up.
Now I believe I might got D or even C :(
anyway, I do have fun :3

Haha I start to feel homesick? idk It's just I couldn't believe it's already 3 weeks *yay*
and I kinda still felt that this is only a dream. So yes, haha I don't know what is this feeling :)

and I remember before my departure I promise my self if you felt a little lost, hear this song or search this song
what exactly song that I search?
it's actually Michael Buble's song, "Home" but it's Damian McGinty who sang it

It's really helping me out after hearing it :) It may seems sad but remember this is your dream~
and would you spend your dream with all the sorrow and gloomy thing? of course no right? :)

so keep surviving, keep your head high, keep smiling as it nothing happened and keep your face bright :)
there are so many things that you should do :)

yay! first day of school

Yay~ Today is my first day of school and it feels good yet also tired,

why?

because most my class are around the first floor and my locker is at base floor which mean i have to carry crazy thick book around me the whole time till my English class :)

anyway these are my classes that I took for my whole year :
- Science of behavior (psychology) accelerated
- Sociology accelerated
- U.S. History part II accelerated
- English III accelerated
- Pre - Calculus accelerated
- Chemistry accelerated
- P.E
- Study hall :)

so that were the things that I faced today and it's kinda amazes me a bit how I can manage to do it :)
and I went to home around 3 p.m ish (sorry if i didn't online) well it should be 2 p.m ish
and besides that I meet new friends :3
 Rebecca my sis' friends, she's cool
 Samantha Fierro one of my sis' friends and she's into the RP group we joined
 Andrew my sis' friend also, he's awesome :D
 Dan , ex-exchange student which just come home and move from South Carolina to Medway, MA
 and one of my friend she's amazing, She's in the same pre-calc math with me, she went to King Philip High School ans she got transferred to Medway High School :)

about clubs? idk I havent decided yet, anyway it's late already I need to sleep ~
I'm gonna miss ya ~ nighttt

23rd aug

one word, this is CHAOTIC and I trapped in a problem, I can't find my way out, I have a fight with Angelo and my anemia suddenly appear, seriously? this is really a wreck, I should settle this problem first so this thing won't bother me at all~ *sighs heavily and falls on the bed*

2nd day at massachusetts

so 2nd in here? how it feels?

lol it feels amazing, so here we were...

I woke up at around 6 (exclude mandi) and I walked down to listened my host dad played his piano. So we talked a little about some classical music which I really into and he let me read some of cool and funny biography of several amazing composer, then what happened next was a young little boy around 13 years old came followed my host mom, she introduced him to me, his name is Will , and he's my host mom nephew? sort of like that. He reminds me of my bro tho, the diff is he (Will) interested in skateboarding

I helped Tom with the cooler, watching Will practicing his ollie move and then not long after that mom took me to the store where we ordered Tom's birthday cake the day before. While Tom and Theodora doing other thing.
soon the party starts, it's only tom's closest friend who come tho and the fam, too bad Tom blows the candle too fast and i only got his pic while he holding his cake. TwT

They just madly play and sit infront of the screen playing artemis :D while in the evening mom took me and Theodora went to the park and go to a secret path to go to the school, it's awesome actually , and i don't mind doing it again :) because we were talking about clubs and teachers with their subjects :)

End of day 2

one of my fave song, it gives a different perspective of my life...

i could cry and i could sad, being happy and smile isn't as easy as it looks
but we try our best right to see the bright side of it ;)

Rainbow

Fallin' out, fallin' in
Nothing's sure in this world no, no
Breakin' out, breakin' in
Never knowin' what lies ahead
We can really never tell it all no, no, no
Say goodbye, say hello
To a lover or friend
Sometimes we never could understand
Why some things begin then just end
We can really never tell it all no, no, no

But oh, can't you see
That no matter what happens
Life goes on and on
So baby, just/please smile
Coz i'm always around you
And ill make you see how beautiful
Life is for you and me

Take a little time baby
See the butterflies color's
Listen to the birds that were sent
To sing for me and you
Can you feel me
This is such a wonderful place to be
Even if there is pain now
Everything would be all right
For as long as the world still turns
There will be night and day
Can you hear me
There's a rainbow always after the rain

Ohh, whoa

Hittin' high, hittin' low
Win or lose you should go, yeah yeah
Getting warm, getting cold
Weather could be so good or bad
But baby this is life now don't get mad no, no, no

Coz oh, cant you see
That no matter what happens
Life goes on and on
So baby, please smile
Coz i'm always around you
And ill make you see how beautiful
Life is for you and me

Take a little time baby
See the butterflies' colors
Listen to the birds that were sent
To sing for me and you
Can you feel me
This is such a wonderful place to be
Even if there is pain now
Everything would be all right
For as long as the world still turns
There will be night and day
Can you hear me
There's a rainbow always after the rain

Life's full of challenges
Not all the time we get what we want
But don't despair my dear coz I know now
You'll take each trial and you'll make it through the storm
Coz you're strong my faith in you is clear
So ill say once again this worlds wonderful and
Let us celebrate life that's so beautiful, so beautiful
Ohhhh

Take a little time baby
See the butterflies' colors
Listen to the birds that were sent
To sing for me and you
Can you feel me
This is such a wonderful place to be
Even if there is pain now
Everything would be all right
For as long as the world still turns
There will be night and day
Can you hear me
There's a rainbow always after the rain

early week at Massachussets

Perhaps this is kind of too late to publish but I don't care anyway :D

so here I am at Medway, Massachussets.
 
   Probably you guys won't realize how scared I was when I'm going to Rhode Island before going to massachussets.
   I was at Dulles airport, Washington D.C at 5.00 am it's quite scary tho, Jane one of our leader said i'm the only one who will going to Rhode Island. *shoots* I'm the only one? really? and one of the group leader i forgot who is she but I'm thankful to her, my plane's gate is changed from 6D to 28C

but again being alone in that flight makes me nervous, tho I can't do anything, i was like look outside the window and sleeps, that's all i do, I'm anxious I remember what Angelo (Toya) said to me, that i should be brave, then i remember Kyle (Qwerty) that he's sad when i leave him. and that gives me a boost to just face anything that would happened.
so there i am, looking down to my new family. the Bouwman-Wozencraft. they are so friendly tho.
my mom and there standing along with theodora my host sister and also tommy my host brother. it's quite funny tho that he was having his birthday that day when i was arrived :)

so after packing at home we went to "the rome" where my mom takes me to have lunch together with mom's relatives. seeing medway is amazing, the town is full of the woods it's just full of beautiful breeze. after that we planned to buy him a present we starts our "scavanger hunt" and it's sooo fun! we close our day with dinner with nana, mom, tom, thea and me :)

tho when i go to bed i felt a little home sick :) remembering Rafael, Angelo, my natural parents, my exchange students friend, and so manythings that could create tears, i remembering them as i fall asleep :)

TwT

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